Let It Go

I sit here
I try to get past this
Images and voices in my head tell me not to
to remember the pain, the infidelity and the lies
I don't want to remember it
please help me forget
it still hurts
it will always sting
I ask "why hold on to this pain forever?"
for I did NOTHING wrong
I was just an innocent bystander
to feel your guilt
to feel your pain
to tell me your sorry
is it real?
and can I believe you to never do it again?
my heart tells me yes
but my mind tells me no
so as I sit here, I tell myself
to leave it in Gods hands
for he will know
I keep moving forward
never looking back
I now know
I have to let it go

Heart Repair

Indescribable, unbearable, uncontrollable...

Thats the pain my heart must endure

To want to live another day ? I am not so sure...

Because you took my heart and stabbed it

For now it is torn...

You kept my heart in your grip....

Squeezed it, Strangled it, even took a match to it!

This pain I feel....

I wish no person to take in...

Could this be how this tragic tale ends??

NO!!!!!

We will not let it

For without you...

I have NO soul, NO love, NO happiness

So take my damaged heart in your hands..

Hold it, love it, repair it again

Show me the person I love

The only one that can make this PAIN undone

I feel it now! Stronger than ever!

Dont let go! Keep it forever!