Let It Go

I sit here
I try to get past this
Images and voices in my head tell me not to
to remember the pain, the infidelity and the lies
I don't want to remember it
please help me forget
it still hurts
it will always sting
I ask "why hold on to this pain forever?"
for I did NOTHING wrong
I was just an innocent bystander
to feel your guilt
to feel your pain
to tell me your sorry
is it real?
and can I believe you to never do it again?
my heart tells me yes
but my mind tells me no
so as I sit here, I tell myself
to leave it in Gods hands
for he will know
I keep moving forward
never looking back
I now know
I have to let it go